Prism

I made a deliciouse AND healthy dinner tonight! It's so exciting being in the healthy world-as much as I miss bread and potatoes from time to time it feels so good to buy lots of veggies and such-my fridge is packed and I'm actually proud of whats in it(for the most part) Not only are we losing weight 8 lbs in a week, but we feel better and at least I, can't always speak for ben, feel so much better about myself!
Amazing what one change can do for you.


other than that rant things are going good at the kaashoek residence. Keeping busy with work and just looking to the future. We have so much in the next few months it's crazy!

Invisible

That is how i feel, completely and utterly invisible unless someone wants something-money, a massage, a babysitter.

Most days the only human contact I have all day long is at work, which is usually an hour or so, and some of the time thats just a quiet, no talking massage.

I feel like I have no friends and if I do they have a funny definition of friendship.

Oh well, pitty party over time to face another dreary lonely day.

Hello world, let's do this.

men and women...soooooo different!

So I know that everyone knows this but hey just another reason to add in the big book.

So this morning I had the pleasure of giving a 7:20 massage. So I get up and get ready about 6:30(i live litterally a minute from work) and have breakfast even though my husband said he was going to make it for us but is now on the computer. Go to work do the massage get back around 8:25 hoping to crawl back into bed with my husband and stay there until he had to go to work. I push open the front door to find him playing his play station the first words out of his mouth
"Hey baby how are you? I'm going to do the dishes as soon as i finish this level." He's been up since 6:30 and has done nothing but play video games! ha

so the difference?

Woman sees time to spend togather seeing as we are both home in the morning at the same time for once

Man sees nothing but the video games, not the dishes in the sink, or the un-made bed and couch or a chance to help.

Now I ask If the shoe was on the other foot what do you think the woman would do? clean things up, or would she also dink around the house and ignore it?

What would you do?

Male or female let me know.


**********Just a disclaimer this is not meant to make anyone sound bad it's just noting the differences and wondering if this is just my home that functions this way***********

overwhelmed

We just got back from a weekend trip to Pitsberg to visit John, it was fun but we stayed in the most disgusting hotel!!! Also driving back and forth and sleeping in a tiny bed with ben has reeked havoc on my back and neck. But lucky me i got into my chiro practer tonight for an adjustment.
It's monday and that means i'm at my nanny gig, Levi and I are getting along well for the most part, we are going to the zoo later today. Hopefully Megan and Ryer might be coming too, I thought of asking Racine to go but i can never get a hold of her anymore. (what's up with that racine!!!=))
So the overwhelming part for me is financial. everything is working out fine now but in the coming semester hopefully ben will be getting into school. meaning he won't be working as much. Massage has really picked up and nannying is helping but i don't know if that is going to be enough.

Another reason for feeling overwhelmed is I am in GR with Levi and Jackson from 7 am to 6 pm and then i have the 6:40 chiro apt. and I will be going home to a trashed house, a suit case full of dirty laundry, a laundry basket of sheets and towels for work and a sink full of dirty dishes from this morning. *insert an exasperated sigh here.

Well thats all for now, time to play reader rabbit with levi because little einsteins are finished. woohoo!